Mother's Day 2012

Angel of My Tears

How do you love a person

who never got to be, 

or try to envision a face 

you never got to see?

How do you mourn the death of one

who never got to live.

When there's nothing to feel good about

and nothing to forgive?

I love you, my little baby,

my companion of the night.

Wandering through my lonely hours,

beautiful and bright.

What does it mean to die before

you ever were born,

to live the lovely night of life

and never see the dawn?

Ah! My little baby,

you lived like anyone!

Life's a burst of joy and pain.

And then like yours, it's done.

I love you, my little baby,

just as if you'd lived for years.

No more, no less, I think of you,

the Angel of my tears.

-Unknown Author

Justin's Name In The Sand

Justin's Name In The Sand at Christian's Beach

Sending Our Love On Your 2nd Angelversary

Today marks 2 years when we said Hello and Goodbye to our son Justin Gabriel. 
Although time never heals anything, I'm reminded everyday 
when I look into my daughter's eyes that after a storm... 
God provides a rainbow...
-Daddy

An Eternal Memory Of A Much Loved Son

This is for someone wonderful

as loved as one could be

for you were everything in life

you meant the world, you see

And sometimes life can be unkind

when hearts are torn in two

but nothing ever could compare

to the pain of losing you

But all the love you left behind

forever will live on

and so until we meet again

rest peacefully, dear Son

-Author Unknown

Butterfly

A butterfly came floating by and I thought I knew his face.

He landed on my shoulder and spread his wings of lace.

I looked and saw him smiling as he winked and flew away,

I'm sure I heard him whisper, "We'll meet again one day".

-Author Unknown

CarlyMarie's Seashore of Remembrance

Another April

We would have given you the world

but you got heaven instead.

-Author Unknown

Do You Know?

Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?

Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting his sleepy head?


Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.


Do you know the heartache
Knowing he's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.


Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?

From Take a Sad Song and Make It Better (Facebook Non Profit Organization)

2012

Goodbyes are not forever

Goodbyes are not the end

It's simply means I'll miss you

Until we meet again

-Unknown Author